I wish I can be a robot.
I would have a machine heart.
I would have a machine brain.
Then programmed not to feel pain.

I would not scare of anything.
I would not trust.
I would not hurt.
I would not love.
I would not cry.
I would not feel, and death by switching me off.

Meanwhile,
I could not smile.
I could not laugh.
I could not feel the rhythms, harmony and poems.
I could not imagine.
I could not love and make them love.
I could not care and forgive.

We are living in the world of the internet and technology.
Sending love and pain up to the cloud.
Translating to code.
Monitor displays the feeling output to the user.
Can you capture my pain by this screen?

Can people love machines in my generation?
Then I can love without being hurt.

Jan 21, 2016